The men.

The march.

The Prayer.

The Tears, the Memories, the last moment.

FOR HONOUR & GLORY..

MONTFORT!

CELEBRATION!

MONTFORT NPCC NON-COMMISIONED OFFICERS ‘07/08!

good things come to an end.
if there’s start there will be an end.
an open book will always have an ending.

so i hope my men, my squad & me have learnt much.
for me squad & i have gone thru shit, laughter, joy, pain, emotional times,
all together. We have growth, individually & as a whole.
from 1 squad of useless monkeys to useful monkeys.

just something for everyone..

everything is about the mind,
ur action speaks ur mentality,
ur mentality determines everything,
having a wrong mindset will end u no where.

just like saying u will lose the war when u haven even started,
then u would already have lost half the war before trying.

the mind can actually be the most powerful thing,
it can also be the worst thing.
It all matters how you use it, how u create ur mentality.

school is fine, 2hrs lesson.
1230 dismiss then 1430 listening compre.
damn crappy.
wateva,
im going geeeeta lesson real soon.
i skept the makup lesson last week.sianz!

adeus!

whoosh.
so fast.
seems like a blink of an eye.
POP’s over, so is chalet.
i’ll not talk bout school today, cos no feeling for it.

so Friday night half of my squad end up in my house,
polish boots, badges, prepare presentation.
lets jus say majority slept for 1 hour,
wokup 4am+, washup headed to school.
changed to full U, as soon as we reached.

fast forward till rehearsal, damn panic.
good thing didnt screwed.
then left 20mins then till actual parade.
last minute brush up on drills.
walked pass the contingents,
sec1s, 2s cried, then was the GOH.
sec3s started, den was my ncos.
tears drop, especially for my squad it was real meaningful.

luckily parade was smooth.
the moment we brought our beret to our ranks, some cried again.
after we threw our berets, all went damn high, seniors came in then play like kana possess.
as we throwed, so was our burden, it marked the end of our 4years of journey.
yeah through out the day we hard some heartfelt moments.

night chalet, then play like mad.
my squad like damn nuts, doing stupid things in the room.
went to pasir ris park walk,
oh then kc sir got 3 of us peach breezer barcardi,nice.
then all cramped in 1 room to sleep.
8 of us shared the bed.
next morning, which was ytd.
wokeup, laughters continued again.
like never ending.
headed to wild wild wet.
played till 2plus, kfc for lunch.
back to play till 5plus.
it was fun flipping people off their floats.
lmao!

back to chalet,
bbq again.
head off at 9plus.
totally had no directions, cause suddenly the fun comes to an end,
our service has ended too.
sigh.
anw cabbed back with francis,qh & shan.
headed home kana nagged, bath then packed everything in my room.
head for bed then.

late for schoool today.cheeeeebongs!

opening a new chapter in my life again.
aint easy.
everything is new now, whatever i had to let go, i did.
haha yeah, new wallet new hp too.
& new topic on chemistry.
pff..

Wish my squad a success in the future, for wherever they go!

CIAO!!!

it’s been a week.
didnt stdy cos this 2 week wna concentrate on my pop.
so this saturday’s the day.
seriously im nt even motivated to do any hmk.
though i have like bio?, math & el.

wateva.
ytd went dno wat event’s tt.
den amk hub.
new york new york for lunch.
dinner at pastamania.
so i had pasta for both meals.
got my an espirit wallet 45bucks discount till dirt cheap.
chat back at hg mac over the wees.

today rehearsal.
cut hair, like freaking short now.
rush to beach road.
got sash, badges, ordered lanyards for our pop.
met dad.
went bugis,
got an 8GB N81.
chicken rice for dinner.
supernice!

took the bus back home alone till hg central.
headache till nw.grrr

anw cant wait for this saturday!!

CIAO!

i was late again.
cos i slept at sofa like AGAIN!
cos i fall aslp after eating ramly burger.
den wokup 830.
luckily today they din catch.

anw assembly had Apple ppl
coing down to show us DJ mixing,
den dno wat basic DJ mixing course
they were trying to present.

wateva.
anw, we came up with POP ending part for us!
i think its damn nice,super nice.
they keep wanting to redo and redo, den throw shoe instead,
after that all went nuts.

so this year’s POP will be freaking nice, will be a good one.
anyone wna come?

earlier finished o lvl chinese oral.
i shld say its quite ok la.
i wasnt nervous for once.
russell was teaching me tt pen trick,
just before my turn.
i got so pissed with the pen den.

back to ytd.
actually spent 20 bucks on cab.nb!
went to their band performance at elias cc.
travelled to town for billy bomber’s,
at cathay.treated francis cos his bdae.
had half a spring chicken and pork ribs.
yummy.

busybusy the next few weeks!

oh, & dno who i shld invite for POP.
hmms most prob no one to ask.pff.

BYE!

back from sch.
luckily 4hrs tuition was postphoned
so i stayed in sch did hmk.

pop is just 2 weeks away,
lesser proly.
this year will be a grand one
so im looking forward to perfection
for everything for pop.

hmms, 1 year of nco life
real damn short
like a blink of an eye,
but i still cant wait for POP.
oh, and its on the 12 of July.

ha, this 2 weeks will be intense, busy
super cant wait..

anw spain won russia,
yeah i won.
euro final is monday.

oh, and this week is super slack.
math & english away.
super free man me.
then SSS, super self study from next week onwards.

haiz, O levels is nearer!
Monday will be my Chinese O level Oral.
i’ll just give it all out when its my turn.

still own francis a birthday treat.
billy bombers proly.

one more thing,
i manage to complete whole of prison break season 3,
im telling u its fugging nice.
just waiting for 1 episode a week would proly kill me.
so when is season 4?
C’MON!

CIAO!

school like usual accept im not sleeping in class anymore.
and will nt anymore in the future.
paying attention more.

approaching the right
is actually the simplest.
but people complicate it,
thus they fail to see,
the easiest thing becomes the hardest then.

if u cannt untie the knot in ur heart,
then you will never realise,
no matter what you do & say,
in the end you still cant let go.

anw i have have choosen this path 1week ago.
im not turning back.

ciao!

bk from camp ytd.
cant believe i slept without bathing after camp.

didnt sleep for all nights, stayed up during the wees all the way till day.
& attained 1st class drill badge finally.

anw this camp though its leadership camp for sec 3s,
but it let me realised, learnt so are my squad/ncos, a lot of things.

no one in the world is perfect.
so am i. so are my squadmates/ncos.
there is still much for us to learnt.

Sometimes man doesnt learnt, cos they always look upon their achievements,
they look at how much & how perfect their abilities are, till they fail to improve.

Thus, they fail becos they never look back at what they are weak in,
what bad points they have in them, thus they are blind folded by themselves,
Then they will always think they are very good, they will never then improve.

Same principle here.

Why people always fall in the ‘Average’,
& very less in the ‘Overaverage’ & the ‘Underaverage’ region?
Why there are people less in the average doing family,
less in the well to do & poor family?

Why people are always sad about wateva thing, and doesnt move on?
Even if u do, do u really let this thing go and really understand why?

Think about it.
Actually everything is within you,
you choose what u want & what u dun want.
It all lies in ur own hands.

Look at my blog’s title.

Bye world!
tme schreopen.

sigh.
short hair now.
schreopening next week.

anw completed the 2 online test
& just 1 assignment ytd night.
then browse around youtube till dawn.
pff.

hmms leaving home to school later.
4D3N NCO camp for Sec2s,3s
guess will be missing sleep again.
just hope my sleeping hrs gets bk to normal
when sch reopen.

ok off to do phy sch hmk.
den school.
dun miss me.

chao!

500HITS!
WOOTS!

mundane day like ever.
tuition 3hrs today though.
powderful.

just polished my new boots.
dno wna bath later not.
hmms.

fcuk i have a lot of things i wna get.
woke up today feeling the urge to get
a fp short sleeve shirt.
oh, and my telecaster dream seems so far.

wateva.
im gna go dig gold.

Vaunt3 tmr.
hmms.

adeus!

fuck.
no mood.

bt anw, ytd only day i din stdy since hols.
morning celebrate viki’s b’dae,
night another.
had tuition pushed to today.
watched kungfu panda.
quite okay.
wasnt really like very hilarious.
for me i think.
had super late night supper
across punggol park.
walked bk home den.

seriously fucking sian.
im gna have wat like 3hrs tuition test.
for math & phy.
tmr im having tuition again.

wat is going on with people’s mind nwadays.
at least the simplest thing mature.
nt like im saying im a very perfect person
or wat.
sometimes i just dun wna express this shit.
its really coming a problem.
just cant think at a bigger picture hur?.

Montfort Secondary School National Police Cadet Corp Non-Commissoned Officers
Batch: 2007/08

phew.
back to bloggin after a few days inactive.
some changes to my life.
sleeping 6plus near 7 in the morning everyday,
where u see the Sun rise ppl start waking up..
shen starts slping.

stdy & stdy & stdy nwadays,
hmk all the way till dawn.
sausages for midnight/dawn snacks.
full of thoughts.
mum’s nt nagging anymore.
she’s nt gna scold me for being up.
HA!
peace finally.
thats why everyday would seem feaking long.
this few days tuition home tuition home tuition home hmk.
like totallly excluded from the world.

&sch reopening the week after next.
then camp.
then passout 2nd week of July.

okay, im going to hmk again in an hrs time.
nw teebeee.

maybe i have realised.

ya she thinks she’s always right so let it be.
i nt giving a shit anymore.
lets just say im a fcuking useless son OKAY!,
if she wna name it.
im very tired.very very

cheebongs!
stomachache since last night.
went to gym earlier
den lunch at mall.
just came bk from jx house.

tuition later at 7.
got some corrections to be done.
sigh.

always coincides.
tsktsk.

ytd’s dream..

adeus!

so what happened?
The driver was apparently drunk and fell asleep when he crashed in the race.

look at people nwadays..

time is 0331hrs.
back 31mins ago.
went for a jog at punggol pk.
3rounds which makes it 3.6km.
some workout then.
head for supper at bliss.
chat, ate.
went playground,
swing was occupied. :\like fcuk!
walked to hougang pk.
chatted.
headed home.

haven completed my assignments.
tons of tuition hmk haven completed.
4days continuous tuition.
thurs,fri,sat,sun.
sigh.

oh, & i skept event @st james power station.
headed sraight home after geeta.

still nt tired yet.
anw, had all planned up for everything.
just something else.

hmms..
its still the same old qn over again.
im just fcuking screwed
when it comes to this.

hmms.
bye world!

woots!
my notebk is fcuking cool!

anw i was fcuking late for school!
so i fcuking missed chemistry!
2more days of farking lessons.

im fcuking going for geeetaa lessons soon.
&
dun fcuking disturb me!
i’ll fcuking bite!

fcuking dno where to roam after guitar lessons.
fcuking sigh.

did i fcuking mentioned i watched narnia ytd?
okay so i fcuking did!

bye fcuktards!

i dno wat to write.
maybe it just seems like any other day,
but its different.
very.
today.

*this guy is stupid*:\

anw got my notebook.
meaning work will come.
sigh.

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it

Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life

pass few days seems so happening.
dun wna mention much,
so the guys just came over for party brought volka,
attempt to cook cabonara,
fried fries,
scrambled eggs.
watched tv till late.
meng & lf stayed over.
C&C-ed at 0330hrs.
den slp.

ytd had tuition.
jus had too, earlier.
gna be 4 tuition lessons a week.
had some critical thinking & decision making last night.

& time for bucking up have to start trng up physically,
meaning weekly gym & jogging.

needa get a cool note book,
for jotting down all my stuffs,
den planning for my hols,
will be much packed,
lessons,tuition,camp,trng,shopping,clubbing,sleeping.
having been forgetful nwadays.
&super-irregular sleep these days.

tmr’s parent teacher meeting,
& i dun look forward to it.
but wateva, they will just nag&nag&nag.

oh! tmr’s prison break will be a cool episode. must catch!

exactly 4days to passing out. looking back at the days.

hmms, going to bed soon.
time is 0211hrs.
the night seems long today.

qns &qns,
but seeking will just be in vain.

ciao!

dream.

back from tuition.

woke up by hp alarm.
stood up for 5seconds.
went back to sleep then.
wokup from my dream, 1257hrs.
went back to my dream.
finally awaken myself up 1430hrs.

the dream was not like usual,
dno why.
i can still recall..
nvm.

tmr’s POSED day.
have to attend school but not for lessons.
tuition will be 4times a week from now on.sigh
hardwork is the key to success anw,
i guess so.
but cant see to really stdy nw.

needa chill out more often.
night time seems perfect for everything.
this explains why i sleep late.

reality;life;love?

ciao.

keep visiting here okay!
i want a thousand hits!!!

GRR!!!

O level physics spa finally finish.
*grins*
no more physics spa!
so kinda manageable i think,
& the qn was on marble.
yea & i did finish 15mins be4 time.
1st time i think.

bio & maths lesson today kept me sleepy
great!
just couldnt energize up alittle.

back to ytd night.
learnt this new song,
gary moore - the lonely,
nice song i guess.
check it out! 1 of the oldies.
so ater lesson travelled to Bliss
at punggol park
met up francis & lf at 10pm+ to chill
supper; sphegetti with cream sauce i think
was great so chat chat
meng came by sweat like SIAO.
played swing.
walked francis home.
reached home 0005hrs!

anw prison break is getting addictive!
& read 8 days saying david cook won
was a conspiracy or some shit i think
cause david archuletta’s dad
was hungry power.
i dno bout that.
but david cook deserve’s the american idol
he sings great
just like daughtry.
wateva

sian!
if only..

chinese Os finished ytd.
tts 1 subj down 5more to go.
cos i take 6 subjs.cool?

played C&C recently, fun
missed SS lesson early shitz
scored badly for .22 relvover competition
my 4 years of boots is dying too._.

nwadays everyone keeps playing pool
tmr tuition
alot events coming up
tsktsk.

off for geeta lesson!

adeus!

life’s sucks.
school sucks.
family sucks.
everything sucks.

chinese O level tmr.
so?

semester 1 ended.
but there’s still lessons for the first 2 weeks.
ok shit!
Monday’s chinese o’level
i haven started a single shit.
well i dno why too.

anw got back all results.
overall failed pure physics only.
dno why combine humans would pass,
maybe my social studies did helped?.wateva
like a give a shit.

made 1yr supply of contacts
i think it was cheap 110bucks?
dun care also la.

anw we guys are passing out 1month from now,
like 2nd week of July.
4years seems so fast.phew.
ha!

ciao!

went sch late like 9.30am?
stupid.
i actually left my hp to charge so the alarm din rang.
so my hp actually suck.
it’s days are numbered.

so I watched ‘over her dead body’ last night
proly rate 8/10
story’s quite interesting& unique
last part’s hilarous then
its always happily ever after..

great movies watched this mth;
rambo 4(swear it’s friggin nice!)
ironman
the forbidden kingdom
step up 2
what happens in vegas
speed racer
over her dead body

coming up;
made of honor
streetkings
indiana jones
sex & the city
kungfu panda

on movie craze nowadays.
so gonna complete my list fast.

o’ lvl chinese is 4days away!
argh!!!!!
kgdwjtfefdqjgwdhxfgniewvcjksb
someone tap me on the shoulder pls!

passed BIO for fcuking once.
thank god.

loves.

big radiation wave at 11pm?
metro tv?
wat cock is that?
i dun switch off my hp when im aslp.
so i dun care.

back from guitar lesson.
damn ezlink card
spoiled my day.
dun wanna tok bout my papers.
i did badly.
so my fucked.
sleep through all lessons plus 2 assembly

have been sleeping 4am+ recently
im dead
serious dead
shit!

ppl do for a return,
i do just because i wanna do it.

ciao.

“Its curvy, with a higher bit at the end and a rather aesthetically pleasing slope downwards towards a pretty flat strait bit. The actual graph itself consists of 2 straight lines meeting at the lower left hand corner of the graph and moving away at a 90 anger each line has an arrow head on the end”

PS: This aint done by me.(i knw it feels like its done by me)

yeah i knw title’s random
so wateva im superandom.
anw im back from tuition.
im tired.
im heading for bed.

bye!
ha this post is short.

how can i say today.
very long day indeed.
morning helped at assisi home funfair.
so we ‘laboured’ for quite sometime
den food we when
yeah cant disagree this class is wild.
won beers & wine.
too bad cant open the wine
& and i din drink beer though
so screwed.
so we fooled around till 1pm.
lefted for movie.

reached far east.
had red bull.
couldnt fly.
but it vitalised me,
for 15mins.
like cool uh?.
‘what happened at las vegas’
i must agree this is one of the coolest
plus great storyline
romantic with humour
just great.
yeah watchit its quite worth.

mrt-ed to kovan.
pool-ed 3hrs
dun 4get i had to make my bro contacts.
so i won 3 matches in a row.
after that all shit luck.
all mad ppl(this stupid class)
anyhow shoot, flying ball, bulldog?, wateva crap
all came out.
but was fun chilling there.
luckily no bengs there.
so was fun.

fun fun fun fun fun day.
tmr’s phy tuition at 2.
gotta be prepared.
nt to 4get tmr’s vesak day means no sch.
ha!

and my hp can jolly well go to hell.
friggin 6280, some kind of hp?
suck big time man
im so pissed!

and happy 16th b’dae the twins!(shawn & daren NG)!

adeus!

ytd was last paper.
i din stdy so i tikam-ed.
i dno i stopped stdyin since tues.
quarrel with mum again.

i just dno why.
my dad called me too.
we had a nice talk.

so ytd nite was great.
fun indeed.
great atmosphere.
great people and stuff.
den had long chat.

just woke up.
time is 1800hrs.

sry guys i cant makit today
for the bbq party and stuffs.
stupid man im partially sick
with a hardcore ulcer in my throat
im dying.
had to postphoned phy tuition too.
mum’s back jus.

maybe its time for people to start thinking
for the consequences and future.
people out there are just doing things
in their world.to ppl in my sch or out there.

ciao!

*yawns*

woke up at 6pm today.
feel so powered then.
never slept such a long time before.
and its been a long time since i slept ample.
tmr’s chem/bio P1
IM GONNA END AT 9AM AGAIN!
woots!

tmr’s another long day.
still deciding for tmr..

ciao!

i’ll be enjoying my sleep today,
while others kill their brain cells for amaths paper.

^^

finally.
exams is over.
cos’ friday is jus chem/bio P1
i studied for P2 le
so i not studying anymore.
sick of it
for past week
i’ve been mugging til near 5am.
so im gonna like enjoy myself now before
prelims come.

so yeah.
physic paper 1 earlier.
haha end at 9am!
paper starts at 8am.
so it was pretty manageable.
went to James house borrow c&c
den head home.
chicken rice,
den straight install c&c
in dvd drive cos stupid C drive cant eject.
den after tt some problem.
so i was pissed.
so i nt playing le.
damn.

so my guitar accompanied me.
timmy & saifu came over.
kinda jammed for quite sometime
yeah they brought their guitars.
& i was playing most of the time._.
wateva

so im gonna enjoy post exam activities
will proly be going out more often
haha!

&
hotel california solo’s great.
but
my pinky is starting to irritate me.
so no choice gotta adapt.
cos i dun use my pinky.

ok so im going to do something.
*yawns*
hello

ciao!

phy is screwed real bad.
i studied so fcuking much tt
i only had 2hrs of sleep.
im really amazed by his qns
17pgs of qns 1hr 45mins.
calulate it.
totally no time for a breathe.
guess wat,
his qns are so in depth
till u dun even knw a single sit about the qn
that proly my class & E1 have been own.
great.

chemistry for tmr.
dno where to start.
dno any single shit of chem for 2008.
2007?ha
damn shag.
1 more round of stdying,
after tmr’s paper
is my self declared holiday
though there’s still papers
till fri.but all will be paper 1 mcq.
so i would by then be prepared ardy.

sigh.
2008 mye seems long.

anw back from mac.
din stdy much for chem.
gna proly coverr all thru midnight again.
just 1 last time again.tsktsk
chem’s paper at 1100
im meeting shannon early for breakfast.

puzzled over.

sometimes i really wonder why
i am helping others, talking to them
but i just cant help myself in all ways.
i dun wanna end in this world realising i have failed in life.
at the end of the day
u nv had fought for ur love one,
u have failed
disagree for all i care.
&
im nt a gd son.

deep thoughts nw.
stdying for phy til 4am.

bye world.

back from dinner with tim & meng
had stdy session early at mac earlier
i couldnt wakup early
slept 4am again last night.
so i did physic papers there
20 over pages i think,
left a few though.
haven touch a single shit for chem
and i dun even knw a single shit for chem.
starting tmr.
having 2nd dinner now.
back to stdy later again.

webcam chatting with bro at overseas now
haha cool new hairstyle now,
his hair was so cock last time
and he’s given money mthly
basket.
adeus.

maybe it’s predestined for me.

so tried.
back from amk hub.
maths was okay.
history was a mess.
cheesepie.
i happily studied chpt 2,
so did many others,
and holy turtle! it din came out
gosh im so damn stupid to do tt.
should have studied both.
nvm no use crying over spilled milk.
so i was so positive for history this morning.
even till i met up with the paper.
thn paper check.
chpt 2 of tov & lon not there.
“must be read wrong”,
so i flip thru again.
yeah and great i din knw a single shit there.
&
i was so fished*
i took my time to do my source base
hoping for high marks
doubt will achieve it
so i did 4SBQ 1hr
it was 1230 then when i finished
so i though leaving my fullscap empty,
doesnt reflect good shit.(which many others did)
so i decided ti write my own question bout tov on the foolscap;
“Do you think the treaty of versailles was fair? Explain”
so i seriously wrote what i studied on it.
yeah quite funny.
but
damn!
combine humanities is screwed!

tml is study again.
or should i say later too.
Physics and chem,
hope i dun need to make my own qns.
and hope i dun get screwed.
anw if u wna comment its below.

4more days of exams.
6more days of hardcore studying again.
4more days of sleeping at 4am.
6more days till dreading ends.

2more months till pop.

164 days to O’s.

adeus!

practically LATE for school/exam today.so i woke up at 7.45, when everyone was going up the hall ardy.so i walk all the way to school.entered the hall, 10 mins late for el paper 2 only.so no much of a big effect.qns were tedious, summary was a success.i manage to underline keywords(5mins), draft out(5mins), wrote the whole damn shit out(5mins), 150words on the spot.not a word lesser or more HA!
luckily i din panic when i reached.
so i slept in school for 3hrs.
typing all this shit at limfei’s hse.
hist & math p2 for tmr.
&

rpg games suck.i keep losing.dammit.

ciao!

yes its me again!
back for the 3rd season/time.
previous blog’s been dead for 5mths.so yeah wateva im back for more vengence!

so mye is up.papers have been manageable though, with own opinions everywhere of my papers( bio, ss).
so pass or fail leave it to teachers. el paper 1 was great, simply write & write, and i wrote on ’success’,
cos i’ve never been good with narratives, im only good with descriptives. cause is much more of reality than narratives.
so bio paper was done smoother then ever, i jus went into any qns and start writing, though wrote lotsa own opinion but i think its right.miss out qn on vein and the capillary shit though.dammit i actually skipped lotsa chpts when revising for bio, like the DNA, sexual reproduction and the food chain/webs, and luck was on me man! all there din came out. yea and i complete the paper for once and so smooth that i did all the qns for section B 20marks, which we were suppose to pick 2 qns out. so i did all.
like fu*ked! no wonder the others ‘looked’ like they did damn fast, i could have catch a nap if i had notice.damn!

& 4e2 all playing game, watching movie, stone around, chat, use com, great man! so am i! tmr’s el paper2.
yeah this is my screwed up class practically. LINK ME IF U GUYS GODDAMMIT SEE THIS!!

ciao!